Sandara has left the country. Again. But this time, I'm not sure when I'll be seeing her again. Not like her previous trips where we, her friends, know when to expect her back. Sigh.

I told Patty yesterday before going to her despedida and today before picking her up at her place, "Hindi ako iiyak." because it would mean to me that I've come to terms that I may not see her again. I succeeded yesterday but I failed today. I cried but not the hagulgol type. The "The Buzz" cameraman was recording everything when I kissed her goodbye. I might look kawawa on cam that's why I restrained my crying. Haha :)

I will surely miss Sandy. I'm hoping that I will still get to go out with the friends I met and gained through her.

Cheers Sandy! Wish you all the best as always! :)