I'm feeling blue right now. Maybe brought about by the colds but I can now say that I'm not gonna be part of Pol's life ever anymore. I've lost all hope, even in my daydream thoughts. I wish I'll be happy soon, like him.




PS. This just struck me. Maybe I'm feeling this way because 2 weeks from now, it will be our anniversary, well, supposedly. Nah, I won't linger on that thought. It'll just crush me into pieces.